OK, ok, ok. I have not been faithful: I admit it. And so, as an act to show my repentance, I propose a great plan: for the next 7 days I will add a new post! For a whole week I will sit at this computer and type exactly whatever comes into my head. Yes: I will!
You see, I had a little problem before: I was worried about who I knew would read it, and what they would think, and how what I wrote would reflect upon me, and how some things are best left unsaid, and how disgraceful it would be for someone to discover another side of me from this blog and a whole set of other nonsense! Nonsense, I tell you! From now on: NO CENSORSHIP! Fuck it! Fuckity fuck fuck fuck fuck! Fuck the fuckest fuck shit! Argh!
Haha! I've always wondered why doing something "wrong" had always been liberating for me, especially when there is a chance I might get caught! At first, a little apprehension, then as I get in the swing of things, just letting loose, then a it starts to peeter out: the pointlessness of it starts to embarass. Well, not "pointlessness"; doing something just for the sake of doing it is not pointless is it? There is a point, its just that but its definitely not for a "greater" purpose, it does not lead up to anything: when its done, its done.
Oh, I nearly forgot! Something happened: a girls was showing a spark, analysing an questioning the weird stuff I put up on facebook and msn just for that purpose (to draw questions out; to instigate) but after a second barrage from me, she just reverted to the usual rubbish. I was SO hopeful! Maybe I shouldn't have been so enthusiastic. Whatever. And afterwards she just dismissed it as curiousity. Argh!!! I was so hopeful!
Well, that's it for now! On the morrow!